250mg Spiro 40mg/ml estradiol valerate 1ml/bimonthly intramuscular. 169.8 lbs, a year older and happier every day. Things are really looking up and coming together, all my friends now know about what I'm doing. I'm not stealthing nor am I even part time yet. But I have been wearing a lot of women's clothing and cute purses etc hust kind of enjoying the ride. It's so liberating not caring what other people think. Need some dental work coming up, that's gonna be expensive lol, speaking of expensive... laser hair removal next week, then starting electrolysis to clean up what the laser doesn't get. I've been SO lucky with my body hair, it's basically gone completely, seeing awesome breast growth and such as well. Only thing that's not progressing is my hair loss on my face which is to be expected. Need to get into laser while some of it still isn't blonde... anyhow, life's great!

Progresssss!!! 178.9 lbs. Figure my goal is about 150 at this point maybe lower. Lot of muscle loss and starting to mix yoga into my daily routine. Eating 1k calories exercise about 3 hours a day.

So it's been over a year since I've last checked in. Down to 201 lbs... Still a long way to go. Took a couple of (ahem.) Extended breaks from dieting but back on the wagon. Things going very well. Starting to concentrate on losing some muscle mass... Hopefully can get rid of these big shoulders. Wife still very happy and supportive, life's good. :) breast tissue definitely developing, hirsutism declined dramatically, optimistic about the future.

So, update. It's been almost a week and basically nothing is happening at all! haha. Figured wouldn't be anything to report but there's literally nothing to report. I'm down to 238.0 So still losing weight, it may just be my imagination but it's getting harder to stay at 1000 calories intake. Before 800 would be no problem. Also been having some small dizzy spurts when I stand up quickly, can't decide if this is from hypoglycemia or the Spironolactone, or the E or all of the above, But man is it annoying. Was expecting some soreness or mood swings by now but all is well. I'm starting to think that maybe my initial dosage was a little low intentionally, which is fine. (I have no idea how one little 1ml injection is supposed to last two weeks, but I'm not a doctor.) But anyhow, looking forward to incoming changes still.

It's here.

It's here.  First day of my new life. Well... the first real step on it anyway. Got my vial of estradiol Valera today in the mail. Gonna dose myself later c: my aunt who is a nurse is gonna double check the way I do everything tonight. But wish me luck!

Everything is amazing.

So last night I came out to my mom and explained to her that I was going to be transitioning. She was absolutely blown away but very supportive. It was one of the most difficult things ive ever done. But it was such a huuuuge weight off my shoulders not having to hide it from her anymore and now I can talk about all kinds of things. 

But! Just when I thought all that was amazing my mom calls and tells my grandparents who are super old school... and they took it even better! Its sp so amazing to have the support of my whole family behind me, now for my girlfriends family and maybe some friends haha... to think this is really happening is almost surreal.

One week update

Weekly update: so its been a week and things are going well. Have another appointment today to check my bloodwork. Excited. Have lost 6 pounds in a week and am feeling great.  30 mins of exercise 5 nights a week and about 900 calories a day. Also weekly picture:P